心不老的湯米

Back from church, it is a Sunday afternoon. After quickly changing my clothes, I pick up my laptop and school stuff and gently close the front door, then leave for the campus to study. What just happened is still stuck in my mind. I try to ignore that and drive my “little white” on the way to the school.

The wind is blowing to let the world know the sunset time is coming. My eyes are staring at the road, but have lost the focus. “You need coffee!” some voice from my mind…so I stop by the Starbucks next to the bookstore and buy a cup of triple Venti white chocolate mocha. Yes, you don’t hear this wrong. I get a triple-shot coffee…just need it to stay focused.

The parking garage is about 10 percent full. I should be happy to not spend much time to find a good spot. So, I try my best to smile…even just a small smile…takes me so much energy to do that. Maybe this is not a good time to study…..but I don’t want to be home alone at this point. I just simply need company and some noises.

Sitting in Webb Center and listening to K-Love online…Chris Tomlin’s “I Will Rise” is now being played. No matter when I hear this song, it is always so great and powerful. Suddenly, I found the huge Venti coffee cup is already emptied. Can’t believe I drink so fast…

I probably should stop here. This kind of non-sense and unorganized post may be killing someone here…sorry, folks…coz I don’t know what I am writing now…and I don’t know when my mind will be re-organized again either. Okay…I am stopping now…