Experiencing what I have been going through for past three years certainly is not a good memory but, in fact, helpful and full of surprises. How so? I can't exactly tell in the very first moment that all of what has happened to me are all so meaningful and powerful. Initially I was just so depressed and felt so down that an once-the-happiest-man could tough the ground and even feel the hell. But now, my dear friends, all of these disappointments and depression let me become faithful not only on myself but on God. I was always a self-believed person who thought there was nothing I couldn't do or accomplish. However, there were. There definitely were and I felt them. Without those down sides, I'll never become the current me, a brand new Tommy with a loved and blessed heart.
Thanks, my Lord. Even though I can barely say I well know you or what you have done, I can still feel you in my heart. It is miracle. It's just simply a miracle. Now, I won't know where I will be in five or ten years. I also won't know how many challenges ahead of me in the rest of my life. But I feel the peace. I feel the peace because I am led by you now. I know you will lead me to a future that best fits me and my future family.
My friends. No matter which God you believe in, wish your God with you forever, just like my God, the Lord.
God Bless You All...